That feeling

[tired angry hurting rant]

I’ve lost that good feeling I had about today. Today has been a bit crap. I feel really sick, really hungry, my feet hurt. I have too much to do at work, the things I’m doing at work aren’t working properly, more tail tips came in. The tail tips are supposed to come in on Monday, we’ve gotten them on Tuesday and Wednesday this week. I’m going to ignore them until next week but I can’t ignore the fact that they came in. I can’t believe we pay as much as we do for those people’s services. They’re just crap!

I really wanted to go to karate tonight, now I wish I was going to a kick boxing class because I really want to kick something, hard. I hope that when I get home and pop some pills they work quickly because otherwise I just won’t cope with karate. Then again, I’m nearly on the verge of tears now with all this stupid work, what makes me think that the slightest thing at karate won’t set me off? It did on Monday night (not that I cried but I got a bit annoyed) and I was perfectly happy on Monday.

To make things more difficult, this stupid computer is not getting better. The boss reinstalled Office so that Excel might stop corrupting files. IT HASN’T STOPPED! It makes planning and thinking and recording stuff way slower if I have to do it on the other computer. Then when I come to complain about it on here, it posts my blog posts twice, like it’s sending the data through in the browser twice. Grrr.

Bastard emotions. Bastard workers at the ABC ( acronym for the company that I was previously complaining about changed for my protection). Bastard PCRs that don’t work properly. Bastard computer.

I want to go to bed. :zzz:

[/tired angry hurting rant]