I’m crap at this being organised thing – when I say it like that it doesn’t sound as bad as I feel about it. Really, I feel totally useless – you are like “Come off it, nearly everyone is poorly organised.” Perhaps that is true, but you forget, I have high standards and if I can’t live up to them, then who will? You see I have a lot of stuff going on. I work, I go to uni (those two things take up all the week days), I have karate (although not for the last week, I really hope I’ll get to go this week), bible study, Fully SIC (they take up three week nights and then I have two free but both of them hubby is out at karate or we are going out to dinner at someone’s place or something). So that’s all weekday and all weeknight I’m either out or I’m at home but can’t do anything else because hubby has the car. So what doesn’t get done? Supermarket shopping, tidying, dishwashing. Weekends are either spent relaxing or doing heaps of stuff – I refuse to go to the supermarket on weekends because there are too many people there, it’s the most disgusting experience. I’m also crap at organising money and I’m tired and I’m sick of being crap at these things. I’m sick of doing stuff all the time and then being too tired to do stuff. I’ve only been off holidays for a week and already I’m freaking out. I suck.
Current emo: sad and disappointed
This whole, being bad at organisation thing seems to be a genetic thing…I suck at it too!! =)